In a secret emotion stares the seed of my
dream
My heart unopened, yet cracked at the seam
Another confusion, another denial
Another potential conflict in style
Peer out a window and into the sky
For hours and hours an endless reply
Nothing but wind and rain to dampen my soul
Thunder and lightning both obscure a goal
What I would like and what I can do
Seems an impossible distance between the two
Pull down some options from off the shelf
Do I think about us, or just be myself
No answers forthcoming, that I can see
Only internal dissention, pulling a gee
Bearing the burden of an uncertain fate
Whatever salvation is coming is already too late.
Confusion emotion dissention rejection
Acceptance estrangement compassion inflection...